I can't believe Easter Sunday has come and gone! Easter Sunday morning we woke up to snow flurries! lol But they wouldn't stick because the ground is getting too warm! (thank goodness)!
Our son came over, but didn't hardly eat! He is smoking now, a habit I prayed to God he wouldn't pick up!! I don't know why I even bother to cook anymore! lol Next time we just order out!
I still like to make an Easter basket for him and his girfriend! (He forgot to take it with him!) I think sometimes he's way out there in space with the ISS or the Hubble Space Telescope! lol He's restless as the wind. Says he has a stomach ulcer and I said "Gee, I wonder why?" Now he
claims he's going to take "kickboxing" lessons. That's just what he needs, another way to really hurt himself and those around him! lol He's so hyper now, if someone just tapped him on the shoulder he would be in "full karate mode"! :-) I said maybe he should take meditation lessons
instead to calm his soul and restlessness. I don't understand it, did everything I teach him just get lost in his mind? Has he totally forgotten? I hope one day--no I PRAY one day he will finally
slow down and calm down, and find inner peace. I also hope someday, maybe I will have grandchildren, but right now I don't see that anytime soon! Oh well, I let go and let God. I put him in God's hands, that's all I can do. I love him so much. I wonder if he remembers all the times I read to him before bedtime, or let him watch the meteor showers with us. Does he
remember all those simple things we did together? Or are they lost forever, everything we taught him? I hope not. I pray God will give him peace and teach him to SLOW DOWN!