Our dear Freckles

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Our dear Freckles passed away after being the best companion I could ever have (besides my husband). She understood me. She knew when I was restless and when we had a car we would go all over the place exploring together. Freckles enjoyed riding with me, she wouldn't have it any other way. I rescued her off a busy freeway, she was sitting like you see her in this photo on a grassy median with 18 wheelers zooming by, but her eyes weren't warm and friendly then, they were filled with fear. Big brown eyes reaching for me through the traffic. I pulled the truck over and when I got the chance I ran over and picked her up, people asked "Weren't you afraid she would bite you?" No, because Freckles and I both didn't have TIME to be afraid, it was life or death perhaps for both of us. When it was clear I ran with her in my arms back to the truck and she hopped in like she had been with me all along. If she had an owner, they never called to claim her and she had no collar. Sometimes I believe she was a guardian angel waiting there for me to pick her up and take her home to share the next 11 years of tears and joy with me. I will never, ever forget you Freckles. Your love for me never wavered, you were there with me through the worst of times and through the best of times. You even taught the cats how to behave, lol, and guarded us day and night. I love you so much, I miss you so much. Why is it that pets have a shorter life than we do? It seems it should be the other way around. They are saints, we are the sinners. They are loyal... are we always loyal?? I don't think so. You have to admit, sometimes just like people in our lives, we take them for granted that they will always be there. But I went through so much emotionally when we first moved here, that I NEVER could take her for granted. She was always there for me and when I couldn't sleep at night she would jump up on the bed, roll over on her back and I would rub her belly until she and I both fell asleep. I know it's selfish, but I wish to God you were still here, Freckles, I need you so much! I hope I see you again someday. xoxo Rest now my sweet little girl, you served faithfully.